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This blog is 18+. I post porn and say fuck a lot. You have been warned.
I have been in a relationship with a man I met on the internet going on 11 months now. This man has only known me as male. I recently outed myself as transexual to him. I did this for a lot of reasons, which I really don’t feel like going into here. He was shocked at first, angry even that I had “lied” to him. I have only spoken to him once since I told him. When we talked he spoke to me differently, more carefully. I have a sneaking suspicion that he sees me as female now instead of male. He denies it of course. It may be my paranoia talking here but I know from personal experience how if feels to be spoken to as a female and how it feels to be spoken to as a male and it is very different. It worries me because he is bisexual and that is the primary reason I didn’t tell him I was trans in the first place. The whole thing is just really fucking disappointing to me.
Don’t really have a point to all this I suppose, just had to get it off my chest.
Me: Can you check the mail please? I ordered a new packer and it should be here today.
Him: They send that shit through the mail? Isn’t that embarrassing?
Me: They don’t send it in a penis shaped box!
Him: Oh yeah I guess not hu?
I have to say I’m not really all that into having chest hair since I still have my boobs. It’s kind of grossing me out. Everything else T has done to me has been awesome…but I would like to tell my body to stop producing chest hairs until after I have surgery in January.
i wonder what color my beard will be.
Mine is coming in gray…ah the joys of transitioning in your thirties.BEN
My friend Foster and I made an intro vid for our Youtube channel talking about our life as transguys. It’s pretty crappy since we were drunk, but the videos will get better. We promise! Please subscribe to our channel and spread the word!